Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so scared of things, that I wasn't so careful all the time. But then I use to tell myself, it's okay to be scared, as long as you don't let the fear overpower your mind and control you. So even though it f*cking freaks me out, I will just go on and do it. Again and again and again. It might scares me every single time and I will just keep on doing it anyway. Or at least tell myself that I will, that I won't let the fear stop me from doing things that I really want to do.